Well I still am. 

Even though I am indecisive, and sometimes it’s not a good thing anymore, I believe I have a reason for being indecisive.

One of my many reasons is that I don’t want history to repeat itself. I don’t want to make the same mistakes anymore. But of course there is still a part of me that wants to repeat these mistakes cause I know they’ll make me happy, but just for a short time. 

Even though my “indecisiveness” made me sad for a very long time, I’m still happy that I’m indecisive. I know that one way or another it saved me from a situation that is far worse than my situation now.